Tuesday, June 28, 2011

forgive me father, for i have sinned.

i do as i please because i AM a princess. <3

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it, they did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile  at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phase like “maybe we should be just friends” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real-gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart-pain. The saddest part is that there is always a soft spot in my heart for you - even when you've done wrong, even when you've let me down, even when you couldn't care less. 

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